A rainbow in a tear.

I am glad for reactions of the body,
I am glad my body can release what my mind can’t.
My body is smarter.
For it can’t think.
I am glad for these tears.
For when there’s no one to blame and my heart breaks in front of your eyes,
Only in that tear do I find peace.
Only that tear is welcome,
Only that tear makes sense,
Don’t tell me it’s okay,
It is not.
Don’t tell me you are sorry,
You have nothing to apologise for.
Don’t tell me you love me,
You don’t believe in your love anymore.
You have left me before,
But this time, something else left,
I don’t know what it was.
But it took everything while I wasn’t looking.
I’m caught in a gush of wind,
And I feel like opening my arms and letting it take me with.
Bury me by a river in the sunset.
In that tear, I will see dreams of a rainbow.
In that tear, I will see those dreams fall and be buried by my side.